Just
witnessed a whale from on land. Saw water going up from the blow hole
and its tail going straight down just like in the pics. Then my own
conscience ruined the moment by realizing it probably just came around
for a meal. This time everyday I'd see a school of dolphins swim the
opposite way. Yesterday saw a sea otter cruising full speed down the bay
on its back chomping on something big it held
in its flippers but dont know if whales eat otters. Four days ago
watched a harbor seal in its last hours of life picking its head and
tail up for a wave but too exhausted to hop its way further up on the
beach. It's body was still slumped on the rocks yesterday. The tide is
in but I think it's still too onshore for the whale to get to. Will find
out later if it's still there.
If I have to leave I'll leave tomorrow morning. Just let me get a full nights sleep officer.
I don't know why ur parked horizo.tally behind me in vertical spots.
there's a truck next to me for the night as well. let me be for the night. whew! I think he's gone.
making last famous words incase I get assaulted by another police officer.
I
can hear a poor lonely dog barking inside the truck of a guy that's
here every nite while its owner works on a laptop inside. pup ran to me
one nite to say hello.
November 23rd 2012
Waiting
on a girl I just met in the bathroom who was crying over family
problems. She said she'd come right out to give me the name of a church
helping her out. Dont know if she's actually going to show. She has twin
girls Hayley and cayley. Not here yet and I have to go to sleep soon.
She said I'm not in a good pkg lot but I said I've been here before and
if it's my time to go then that's that. Her boyfriend works at kwikstop a
couple doors over. Being from NY/Nj I'm innately more suspicious.
I
do this sometimes so if anything happens my famous last words were w
someone. Atleast I know the place i'm staying has a reputation of being
snooty which makes total sense considering the unwavering stares i've
gotten from people. Wutever I grew up around that stuff. Sumday they'll
get it snooty isnt worth it. I didnt have any witnesses when I was
deceived by police and then assaulted. famous last words before this
were messages to gov Christie reguarding the judge he wouldnt allow to
retire after getting me in this predicament instead of saving the life
of the child of a lying Irish immigrant.
November 21st 2012
Ok
so they're going to start out by zip code according to the worst hit
areas during the recession. If some areas were never ahead, how can they
be seen as the worst hit? They did test run that worked. $500 forgave
$14,000 of debt. I would like to know those specifics of what kind of
debt that was, etc.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/
I
do this sometimes so if anything happens my famous last words were w
someone. Atleast I know the place i'm staying has a reputation of being
snooty which makes total sense considering the unwavering stares i've
gotten from people. Wutever I grew up around that stuff. Sumday they'll
get it snooty isnt worth it. I didnt have any witnesses when I was
deceived by police and then assaulted. famous last words before this
were messages to gov Christie reguarding the judge he wouldnt allow to
retire after getting me in this predicament instead of saving the life
of the child of a lying Irish immigrant.
November 20th 2012
Ok
pgs 19&20 apply to me in the debt resistors manual. I would have 9
months to see if this works for me - 3mos to default and 6 mos to be
hounded. By then it would be August that if I decide I have something to
return to on the east coast tornado season will be near over. I've had a
time before where I had to wait 5 yrs for too many inquiries were on my
report - from those inquiries I learned I didnt
qualify bcoz I didnt have enough revolving credit. Now I have too much
debt. Manual doesnt talk about liens from cc debt or car repossession. I
can live w lien on house but handicapped status cant survive w/o car.
Still mulling this over. Atleast w/o paying this mo I can pay both
insurances. Need to catch up on behind utility bills next mo. Still
looking into this. Btw I got my manual free yesterday bcoz w all my pgs
was asked if it's for school or work &said "well it's for life...the
occupy wall street and strike debt?" She waved me on so I got to keep
my$5.60
November 17th 2012
SOS!
November 15th 2012
I need mine taken care of really soon.
Why Occupy's Plan To Cancel Consumer Debts Is Brilliant
www.businessinsider.com
November 14th 2012
Adolph
Hitler discovered and reported this to all the other human experimenter
nations at the time. Alcoa and other big companies perpetuated the lie
so as to not defame their reputation.
Pineal Gland -- Our Third Eye: The Biggest Cover-Up in Human History
Pineal Gland -- Our Third Eye: The Biggest Cover-Up in Human History
November 13th 2012
This
will sound bizarre but rumors about me being racist didnt work and
neither will bathroom rumors. Just got "checked up on by a manager in
the bathroom and then followed outside w their phone in hand as I left. I
sense wut something very evil in Potsdam is and I'm looking back at
you!
November 11th 2012
The incompetent Irish immigrant just hung up on me refusing to call the Surrogate's Court and find wut she did wrong w my welfare. She only ever starting hanging up on me after her brain washed Way International child told her to regarding this guardianship. The rope is getting tighter. This loose cannon who deceived all in Nj would never have gotten away w this child abuse in nyc. I understand that NYC way of life that would have been on top of her game. I did 1/2 of kindergarten illegally in NYC and the price paid was me being wailed into a tractor trailer truck carrying gravel. Normally I'd be on a rampage but I have no way left to survive as I can see now. Wont someone intervene? I was an above average student before accident but butler schools refused me admission until I was 5 so my mother drove me to NYC everyday for kindergarten until I turned 5 having me recite address of my aunt in queens. I dont know wut's holding me down right now.
As
I check funds I'll be around for 12/21/12 but not much longer after.
Maybe the journalist I've been in touch w will be able to help. I wish
strikedebt.org was easier to navigate. Have contacted them one way.
Tomorrow's another day to contact a diff way.
November 6th 2012
The incompetent Irish immigrant just hung up on me refusing to call the Surrogate's Court and find wut she did wrong w my welfare. She only ever starting hanging up on me after her brain washed Way International child told her to regarding this guardianship. The rope is getting tighter. This loose cannon who deceived all in Nj would never have gotten away w this child abuse in nyc. I understand that NYC way of life that would have been on top of her game. I did 1/2 of kindergarten illegally in NYC and the price paid was me being wailed into a tractor trailer truck carrying gravel. Normally I'd be on a rampage but I have no way left to survive as I can see now. Wont someone intervene? I was an above average student before accident but butler schools refused me admission until I was 5 so my mother drove me to NYC everyday for kindergarten until I turned 5 having me recite address of my aunt in queens. I dont know wut's holding me down right now.
November 4th 2012
Ah
when the human surfers are gone that's when the school of about 4 or 5
fin-backed creatures come around and start riding the waves. I've heard
of a dolphin in wild rite next to surfer. These docile creatures r yet
another reminder to protest & cease all underwater testing by the
govt.couldn't get pic w phone. Yesterday a guy who makes a living in a
band said he saw them. Now I know wut he saw.
beach-satisfied4the
day. was watching a lone human surfer til I saw "jaws"swimming
horizontally in a wave toward his direction. Inundated w "ok but I need
to be working which comes much more naturally than beaching."
November 3rd 2012
for
the record I'm not sure wut to say to these people that pop up the
longer I stay places. was at the library the other day& saw a guy 4
2nd time who after watched what I was doing on puter asked me about it.
Then tonight guy in same car in morning asked me if I want to sell my
hubcaps! I'm about to change my pkg space! Stop bothering me! I'm on my
bucket list for God sake! It's true God works in people & maybe
these people arent bad ... Wutever I just want to b left alone and not
have my perception confused.
running out of funds quicker than expected. I'm lucky if I last 2 (two) months.
November 2nd 2012
Yesterday
around this time I saw a school of something just beyond where the
waves crest. It could have been seals. My untrained eye cant tell if it
was dolphins but it stayed low to the water barely coming out the water
revealing the back(s) of something. I'm
stalling in California until I have 1of2messes cleared up. I'm 2 hrs
from Rte 80 so I get the guarantee I have a way to survive, I'll be home
in about a week. Otherwise found a spot to perish along the way.
November 1st 2012
I
will post more on this another time but I want to pay tribute to a
woman a victim of chauvanistic and medical experimentation of her time -
Rosemary Kennedy. Reading how a botched lobotomy became rejected by the
mental health field explains the stupidity of the mhf opposed to
injured brains. There is no fucking mystery of mh. There is injured
brains due to our air, land, water, & technology.
October 31st 2012
Sounds like me to all the adults around me growing up. My meltdown has arrived. There's a little bit of time left to save me.
October 30th 2012
this
is exactly what I mean about the medical money making merry-go-round.
How long has Parkinson's Disease been in existence? When did the spirit
of Acid Reflux descend upon the earth? I'm sure we have a Parkinson's
Disease Foundation right? Man has created this problem on himself by
living unnaturally and then boasts job creation within a foundation
created only by the destruction itself. Nice job!
Monsanto’s Roundup, Glyphosate Linked to Parkinson’s Disease
naturalsociety.com
October 28th 2012
my
phone will melt in car if I don't find it in time. I will lose more
teeth if I dont find or buy my mouthguard which fell out looking for
phone bcoz I grind my teeth at night. just a mess
In
contrast to frankenstorm not a cloud in the sky here. Now I totally get
it why u swim sideways in a rip current - that's how surfers stay
standing on their boards. Didnt feel or hear a thing as far as
earthquake.
October 27th 2012
and the same to be said for a lot of these other agencies set up to supposedly help rather than hinder the disabled.
October 26th 2012
That
was awesome! Occupiers were the drill seargants and the police were the
humiliated ones! U rock occupy Oakland! Now I just need to unplug this
phone soon & get back to u.
well
the bucket list is complete since I'm here. I left some key people
voice mails to know if there's a reason to come back - a paying job
enough to cover $1300 in bills per month. Even in califonia I'm
damn
library laptop! Even in California I'm not getting a call back for
jobs. I don't know if you saw my post about Potsdam but yes Carl
Lowenstein even when he would apply for jobs out of the area someone in
Potsdam ruined his reputation where ever he went. Maybe that's the case
with me. I'm trying to find the clip of me speaking at Occupy Oakland
but no luck yet. There's a 5 hour upload to youtube but the recorder
walked away from the event just for the timeframe that people were
speaking after GA which is when I did.
October 25th 2012
I spoke to Scott Olsen before speaking out. Maybe it's on YouTube already.
They have ropes to lasso us up like animals?
What r the ropes for? Lassoed up like animals?
There they go. maybe they just trying to look sexy one protestor has a gas mask on w good reason.
Steven I'm sitting w a medical walker near where they're chalking (this is when I was confusing Steven Lewis with Ray Lewis and was looking for an old guy among the protestors lol).
I'm about to walk over to occupy Oakland. If possible I will write & read a prepared statement.
shit load of cops going my way!
October 24th 2012
Unless
Steven Lewis is flying here I guess he's not coming. I'm an hour away
from Oakland &should be getting there by 9am to scope out parking,
etc. tomorrow's my real birthday so I thought I'd do something other
than wait for a work call. There's many of these signs along Rte 5 from
castaic to here. Google image map Rt 5 just north of 199 separation and u
might see mining alongside fruit&vegetable trees. Ugh!
October 23rd 2012
If
only people grasped the breadth & depth of the inappropriateness
that raised me. Out of the depths of the nook-and-cranny guidance comes
"y not live on welfare. Lots of people do." However if brought up at the
wrong time the answer will be "I never said that." Whichever way the
trend is going. Lots of immigrants slither their way into fitting in but
in this case it will cost a life in the end. Tic toc
In
addition to the ironies posted on my timeline I took 2 people's
suggestion that while stranded here I should try to get some work. Sent
my resume to a national company I work for now and again in ny. never
heard back like she said I would so I called again today leaving a voice
mail. Nothing even yet. This happened to Carl Lowenstein who is
originally from Palo Alto California, worked for 99hits
in Potsdam quitting 99hits over ethnic slurs and left to live a life of
eating some days until someone's underwear got totally hung out in
public. Last time I saw Carl he had an appt at the dptmt of labor in
massena which must have been 10 years ago. The things people dont know
that go on in places where a whole lot of attention is not given so laws
not enforced,etc!
An
old man turned98. He won the lottery...the irony...8.5 hrs before a car
claimed 3 lives in Syracuse I had a careless hit&run California
driver ram into the back of me but was completely visible enough to read
off the license plate to 911. I
initially didnt say anything bcoz this is an insurance &criminal
investigation. Then I was shocked awake the next morning by the news of
Keisha. Ironic I'm in bucket mode &still here. Ironic my hit
happened under completely avoidable circumstances. Ironic the other side
is probably unconcerned bcoz hit&runs r at the bottom of the da's
priorities. Ironic bcoz I'm a visiting NY driver so it really goes to
the bottom of the list - haha THEY underestimate my drive - pardon
pun...and the list goes on. You know that witch in a broom factory geico
commercial? Ironic. If I had a protector or defender I might not have
my hands tied to do anything. Ironic I drove clear across the country -
wut so many were so worried about - yet I eas fine until 4days into
California drivers. Being from Nj I've lived w the"cant drive" stigma
but after being in California I'd have to say it's not a NJ thing. I'm
sure SPC wouldn't mind replacing my bumper stickers to carry on the
mrssage but there's no way to get them to me that I know of.
My
deductible $500. The remaining $1,700 bill went to insurance bcoz not
only did I lose the bumper but the frame,etc had to be fixed.
You fixed cars or were an insurance salt salesman?
Ah.
I also have a pic of the driver-side rear panel sticking out from when
she wailed into me. I had a dream about Keisha this morn that her&i
were hanging out talking bout everyday stuff when a big rat scurried
cross the floor btwn us. The rat prob represents recent accusations
Damn fone...that were never true to begin with.
October 19th 2012
Peter
S. Kahrmann I need witnesses to this. Mrs. geruso at the social
Security ofc is well aware that not only cant I pay back the money
they're coming after me for but that I'm executing my bucket list
because even if they do give me back $236/month they're w holding I wont
survive w/o a job for the$1300 in bills I have a month. The case was
given to Mrs Tanney who left me a msg on the wrong phone # that I agreed
to pay back at$236/month. This is how innocent people like me are going
to die.
the
drug addict that raised me is unchanging even now. still doesnt comment
or admit she doesnt know wut to do. completely in denial about any
direction in life she ever gave me.
it's
hard to describe how my mother exists. kind of like that song "we are
young". one time sum1 was brutally honest w me in saying how I come
across:as if on drugs. that explains wut I've inherited when
overwhelmed. she now says....it doesnt matter. it's too drug-laden.
it does matter but these days I'm too comfortably numb to get it all out. it's real easy to die in the desert. I just
need to figure out which desert. I should write a blog. this doesn't belong here.
October 17th 2012
Well
they're definitely drilling in castaic Calif. This rusty drill eas not
operating@1pm p.s.t. today but the 3 drills I posted last nite r right
across the road, lake castaic w resevoir is nearby and the Angeles
national forest is in the background.
hahaha I just lost an entire post to you! I started snooping around when a post by Bram Fractivista Loeb
reminded me about fracking in California. The article alluded to how
Californians don't know when or where fracking is happening. Well I'm
able to expose at least one potential spot but I'm still scrounging for
the shale map. It's near here but not sure if this is included. I still
can't understand why there is a jail sign next to the Gas Company Gate 2
sign and why a jail is built around an oil extraction area. Which came
first - the chicken or the egg? *shrug* Their drilling but not sure if
they're hydrofracking. Just south of here on the side of Rte 5 is a big
yellow pipe going into the ground in 2 spots
October 16th 2012
And
wut r these for? And camper trailers why? Drive up the mtns &it's
the Angeles national forest high above the dammed lake below.
I
dont understand why these 2signs r side by side. Just down the road
where the mtns begin there's a big inviting sign saying California
paintball park" which is the same inviting sign near the hwy for all to
see. However the same jail sign is by
the gated entrance. It had open gates but I hauled ass on my 2nd attempt
to enter seeing that a white SUV put its backup lights on. In the other
direction is a security booth w gates &the jail sign. A woman
exiting was very confused y I was there I felt prompted to tell her I
was just turning around.
October 13th 2012
Behind
the scenes bridging heaven & earth. All shows free on YouTube or
vimeo. Could be uploading a video but need to get to get that figured
out still.
Thnx for the well wishes. Stuff back together? Prob not :-s
Allan
luck would have it 2day is the worst day!!!! My old alarm phone fell
out in my car overnight. I have my stuff strewn all over Denny's pkg
lot. I can hear it but cant get to it. This phone is dying.Come help if u
can!!! This sucks!
was
answg u b4 and inet connection broke. see wut I mean!? I've waited
months to go to this show taping of Bridging Heaven and Earth. now I'm a
stink pot! how am I going to get there by 12 pm?? I just want to sob
and bitch and moan and ...
Thanks
for your support Chris! It really takes some pressure off. Phone was
found. I just had to waste $35 for a new (non-medical guard) until I
tear my car apart again and search for the needle in a haystack. Hope
all is well with you. Got message about forwarding to Occupy SD but it
must have been done by now by one of the fellow SD Occupiers.
October 12th 2012
2nd
time not so bad. Sat on this end seat for45mins feeling the slight sway
but nature will break wut doesnt bend. Realized on ride back y there's
so many old beetle bugs on the road. Learned from a woman who is also
losing her life to NYS govt that this climate doesnt use road salt so
vehicles dont rust and go bad like they do back east
And I got my first positive input about "let us farmers grow hemp" bumper sticker by a guy who just wanted to tell me I'm right.
Yep people fish there but only in certain spots. 1/2 way walking back saw a scuba diver come up and walk to shore.
It
was scary walking down this pier but being that I dedicate myself thru w
all things I set out on I got myself thru it w "dont look down." Every
time my foot would hesitate by either a small opening in the boards or a
loose board I flipped thru chances are
scenarios. If by chance the pier did give way w me on it I'm a goner
4sure. There's no way my body can handle the shock of the water
temperature. Same reason I want a shirt 4everyday wear that says "if u
want me dead just taser me." My body can't handle the shock. Next time I
know to just spit on the God damn cop to go to jail instead of poisoned
by the medical community. I'm guessing their mission is accomplished
when I'm dead. No1will hire me now &according to some that shit
follows u only compounded by inadequate legal representation.
October 11th 2012
At least
my hasslers havent carried thru so far. 1st pic yesterday from pkg lot
guy approached&told me pkg not free but said he'd give Me a few;
pulled over to look@map when noticed police electric car behind me,
pulled beside me telling me she giving
me ticket. I protested & she crumpled receipt telling me had to leave
(hope it doesnt wind up in my mailbox in NY); then this morn approached
by McDonalds security but allowed me to finish charging phone. Simply
irritating wo a travel center. Hope I see dolphins. Prob not this close
to shore.Sumthing will work out I guess...wish that were the case w
debt/job.
October 10th 2012
Phone problems
things
r not going smoothly here. Allan I just might ask u 2help me a tad.
Staying@travel centers is way better than this deal. Took advantage of
the free15min stay on this pier. so about that underwear hanging here's
at least the start: in high school my sis's nickname was rocco. The woman
who burned me as a teen went by either Jean Rocco or jay lori &lived
in same town we crashed. B4 she burned me
told me she had ties2the mafia.seeing my prudish reaction made it out
to be absolutely nothing. Her supposed granddaughter named magna ricotta
went2my hs for awhile while I was there& seems apparent to me2c if
it was worthwhile that when I turned 18 filing a claim as an injured
infant neglected leaving me running on a treadmill 4life rather than
proper care&knowledge of my injury. If I'm going on 2much that is
the precise reason doctors have put in writing I need to work 2keep the
mind engaged.my immigrant mother has cited how "Italian mamas" make it
in life. I'm not sure if they approached her or she did them after my
oldest sister was given a court order she wasnt allowed back. Nothing
done 4me.my mother doesnt remember grabbing me by the hair &shaking
me under stress. No bruises or seeable damage was done so nothing ever
done. During these same important years my request to learn a musical
instrument or take tap dance lessons went ignored until my father died.
In other words my welfare was used as a weapon to get back at him4moving
her poor uneducated self out to the rich suburbs...
Bucket
list complete. Now it's a matter of short time to see what will happen
to me.1of3things needs to happen. 1. Successful overthrow of wut NYS has
done to me beginning w Pam dority and Stephen novatchich of the Malone
Vesid (now access vr) office 2.
Successful overthrow of the Morris county NJ surrogates court under
judge Deann Wilson who has requested to retire after dealing w my case
(more to come on that point which will be hanging out a lot of
underwear). 3. The acceptance of dmt release from the pineal gland of my
brain which will give me an out of body experience and most likely a
good experience being greeted by loved ones that have died.
October 9th 2012
Price
of gas in Barstow California. IsNT this where Erin brockovitch hung
Goliath by his balls? I'm good@that but no1will hire me in nys. Maybe
1statement is synonymous w the other. I'm almost 2the end of my bucket
list. I'm bout to lose my NYC sirius xm radio trial & this morn on
wltw heard bout work from home. Can only do that if ensured no
scam&help setting up. The state knows this.
I'm
not sure about Barstow now but on the coast prices currently range from
$3.57 for regular to $3.70/gallon for regular. When I was 19 and
starting college I remember the price for super in Nj at Mobil was
$1.19/gal for regular. Once you got into Upstate NY the price per gallon
super was never under $2.65? I dont know how that lopsidedness is
figured out outside of secret communism but for the few full service
stations in NYS you have to pay more for gas if someone else pumps it.
We're spoiled in Nj but by the same token my life wasn't supposed to
spiral downward the way it did. I may have learned a lot about life
outside of what I'm familiar but the price paid is more like deadly.
October 8th 2012
Well
that was scary. If I never see the grand canyon I wont miss it. If
speed limit was only 35 would have been better instead of trucks and
traffic barreling behind u w huge intimidating boulders held back from
the hilly road. some have caves which
reminded of the madoc tribe that used to live among the lava beds in n'n
California until my shameful ancestors. Then it's desert w cactii which
reminded me of a group of women I heard of that would live in
structures in desert to escape their abusive police officer husbands coz
1ce they gave their Ss# away, abusive husbands could easily find them.
Think this is the grand canyon in or behind
those mtns. Dont know if I'll head over there. Will have no service
traveling thru. If dont hear from me being in or after the dead zone,
will make a great CSI episode. Boo!
October 7th 2012
I
spoke to 1 person in Utah bout hydrofracking who asked "what's that?"
surprisingly since there is an apparent anti movement there as well as
fracking victims. He must have been not long out of
highschool&worked where I was waking up that had
a TV on w bits of the pres debate. Comments on nrg independence caught
my attn. Ideally I need to go to every state &open my big mouth
about this very serious issue. No way4me to do that but would if I
could.
Take note of what these mountains look like surrounding the great salt lake bcoz man is prob about to violently deface them.
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