I can print 20 pages for free so I've been mailing bundles of my facebook life to my mother to let her know of my existence (she's not online). She pays the phone bill so she should know where her money is going to. When I called her up today to let her know that I can't get back without the timing belt fixed she was pissed off at me because she thought the bundle I mailed her the first time was taxes (thus she handles all my finances as an informal guardianship). WHAT IS HAPPENING IS TRAVESTY AND SHE CAN'T SEE IT. SHE CAN ONLY COMMENT ON HOW DARE I MAIL HER NONSENSE. just writing all of this is draining me. Another thing happening is that my oldest sister who hasnt been around her house since 1984 or 5 is telling her that I'm my own person now so here I am all these years later not having gotten the help I needed to live a full life she's trying to instill now what needed to have been instilled with help years ago so as to prevent the mess I'm in now. Claire has nooooo idea of daily life in our house or maybe she does have an idea and that's what has kept her away. Either way for Claire to be involved solely in something so personal as a guardianship is soooooo fucking inappropriate. I NEED HELP REALLY REALLY BAD. THE WOMAN GIVEN GUARDIANSHIP OF ME HAS ONLY ABUSED ME MEDICALLY by not taking care of the medical problem and is now a free loose cannon. THE PLEA BARGAIN I WOULD ACCEPT OF ALL SHE'S GOTTEN AWAY WITH IS SIMPLY RETURNING TO THE LIFE I HAVE AT HER HOUSE AT ANY GIVEN TIME BUT THIS TIME SOMEONE IS THERE MONITORING THE SITUATION. I can't get anymore out right now. My emotions get the best of me (within other brain injured it's called the bottle-neck effect - just can't get the words out).
On my way to sunny California On my way to spend another sunny day
Water, water Get yourself in the cool, clear, water The sun shines brightly down on Penny's place The sun shines brightly down on the bay
The air's so clean, it'll just take your mind away Take your mind away Take your mind away
Have you ever been south of Monterey? Barrancas carve the coast line And in the chaparral flows to the sea 'Neath waves of golden sunshine
And have you ever been north of Morro Bay The south coast plows the sea And the people there are of the breed They don't need electricity
Water, water Cool cascades of clear, clear water The sun dance final scene sets the hills ablaze Horizon edges quick up the mountain's way
Have you ever been down Salina's way? Where Steinbeck found the valley And he wrote about it the way it was In his travelin's with Charlie
And have you ever walked down through the sycamores Where the farmhouse used to be There the monarch's autumn journey ends On a windswept Cyprus tree
Water, water Get yourself in that cool, clear, water The sun shines brightly down on Penny's place The air's so clean that it just takes your mind away Take your mind away Take your mind away
Have you ever been to a festival The Big Sur congregation? Where country Joe will do his show And he'd sing about liberty
And the people there in the open air One big family Yeah, the people there love to sing and share Their new found liberty
Read more: BEACH BOYS - CALIFORNIA SAGA / CALIFORNIA LYRICS
I was trying to see how many "like"d my page but maybe there is no "like" button. Then when it kept telling me to look at my admin on the top right corner, there is no admin on my timeline page!
January 27th 2013