Wow Stacy! Not sure where this is going but I start Tuesday!
July 3rd 2013
July 2nd 2013
Awake after 2 hrs because of the heat. Ice in cup over my heart seems to help alleviate sweating. Can't run my engine too much 1. The environment and my connection to it and 2. I'm dangerously low on funds. THIS BITES AND I WANT TO GO HOME - as another drop of sweat slides down my face. $9.50 in my emergency Pennies is gone. $3.00 in dimes and nickles is gone to the dollar store for food you dont get at the food pantry. $10 of my laundry $$quarters went to gas instead. I'm surprised my monthly payment didnt go thru yet with the holiday. They used to be available 24/7 to ask but not anymore. It's too fuckiing hot out here!
Chris you're 30° cooler (in San Diego) than where I am. it is what it is. that's what I've been saying about my fate since I got here a couple months ago. I'm the type to always stick to intended schedule. - sort of.
July 1st 2013
This type of justice for my permanent injuries from police that assaulted and imprisoned me could keep me alive. http://huffpost.com/us/entry/3491842
June 30th 2013
I recently spoke with a rep working at banning plastic bags in CA for the sake of marine life. I asked about the fracking concern it being done without Californians knowledge. They've gotten away from fracking concerns was the response. Hmmmmm
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/.../130528-monterey.../ can only think of that 80's song "when the children cry"
a year ago http://nextbigfuture.com/.../why-there-has-been-no-rush...
June 29th 2013
And my oldest sister's dogma from The Way International Ministries says "God knew he wouldnt believe so allowed the devil to take his life." So that's also the case with our ten year old sister? I never received an answer on that http://www.northjersey.com/news/Memorial_service_to_be_held_for_Wayne_teen_shot_on_graduation_night_in_
my point is just that my sister is misguided in dogma while having an undiagnosed brain injury indisputable as her other sisters in the same car accident. her dogma gives credence to obvious injuries meanwhile the right-lobe unobvious injuries might as well be satan living inside the injured person whom the person is at fault for letting satan live there :-s
I posted a while ago about my sis involved in what is known largely to be a cult called the way international out of new Knoxville oh. just pointing out the irony of this story and how my sis would interpret it the whole time ignoring her own medical problems from injury that my whole existence revolves around. if you read the opening message I sent to all new fb friends it will fill in some gaps.
I was denied partial guardianship of my incapacitated sister partially bcoz the way is cleared in all Nj courts http://www.ex-way.com/intro.htm
my sis isn't bad - just fatally misguided inappropriately to her injury and family. I feel your support.
June 27th 2013
June 26th 2013
NO! VAN DIEMEN'S LAND (sp?) lol. not "hold me now." I guess it was put up there by a non-fan like me!
Found out legal services receives calls from the Surrogate's Court for guardianship purposes yet knowing my medical history Judge Wilson never had legal aid appointed for me. Judge Wilson also witnessed my mother's reckless medical care to her injured daughters and let it slide. Called referrals I have been given and need to make another call tomorrow. And the days count down.
June 25th 2013
I guess I've done all I can do for 1 day with the time difference. this loose cannon is going to get away with murder unless someone steps in. I don't have a lot of energy on peanut butter and jelly.
for the record here's an example of my care: my mother paid (or social security I didnt know about yet paid) for my acting and modeling lessons. in my second year of doing this the instructor told me to give it up if I couldnt get into NYC for auditions. the reason why I couldnt?? mom said she couldn't because of my handicapped sis. no one was there for my needs. so then I followed her direction for college and now she's saying she never said that. first time she said it broke my back the first time. I couldn't believe my ears in front of Fiona and Edward.it's like I just wasted my life on this woman. no worries. I'll be comfortably numb in a couple hours. I'm looking at going 5 days w/o my numb this month.